Islam,
the religion I once feared. My view of a Muslim a year ago was
someone who was a terrorist or just
plain crazy. I thought Muslims wanted to
commit martyrdom for the sake of Allah, to guarantee a place in paradise.
I was not the least bit comfortable being close to anyone that even
remotely looked like a Muslim. Since
the advent of September 11, 2001 tragedy,
innocent lives were lost and the blame rested on Muslims.
IMAN has been exposed to vandalism to
their bulletin board at least twice since the tragedy 9/11/2001. The
second time I was actually in the Micro lab a few minutes after this occurred.
The impact that it had on the IMAN club members were evident in the mood that
was present. They seemed afraid and not sure what to do. Seeing this and being
compassionate to my fellow human being, I came up with an idea that would
probably save the bulletin board from future attacks.
The idea was to attach a flag that represented the diversity of what this great
nation is about, which also depicted the pledge of allegiance, which was added
by the then secretary of IMAN Mohsin Siddiqui. The idea worked, the bulletin
board was left alone, this still did not make IMAN have a greater sense of
security. A friend of mine, was so terrified that she felt unsure of whether the
students in her class were either her friends as they were before September 11,
2001 or her enemy. She also professed fear to sleep with her window open as she
did before. The sense of security that Muslims in this nation once had is now
gone.
On being compassionate towards IMAN club, I was invited by the past president,
Noaraney Sattar, to attend a meeting. I attended and had no idea of what to
expect, I was greatly welcomed, the feeling that I was given is as if I was an
immediate member of their family. Never before have I ever got such a welcome,
not even from my family, this shocked me greatly. And of course what I am now
aware of is the Muslim communities practice to eat as Mohsin Siddiqui said
"eating is what Muslims do best", they had a nice array of food which
I am now addicted to especially samosa's a famous Pakistani dish. Since the
meeting my interest level rose and I did my own research as to what this
religion is all about. I found out lots of information to reveal the
similarities that existed with Christianity, Judaism and Islam. It is believed
that Jesus is a prophet of God but not the son of God as is believed in
Christianity that I was born into.
The month of Ramadan was upon us, it is considered the holiest month in Islam,
where you refrain from worldly desires. This intrigued me, why would someone
want to fast, much less fast from dawn to dusk. The idea behind this is to
endure what your fellow human being who is less fortunate that you to have the
luxuries that we often take advantage of (food). I decided to partake in this
fast, never before have I went without food intentionally. There were doubts
from my friends that I would be able to achieve it, but to my surprise I did.
Being a bit miserable when it was 4:00pm and had about and hour or so to go, I
was irritable and they would laugh when I took the first bite and my mood
changed instantly. I greatly missed the month as it created a bond that I have
never experienced before, knowing that people all over the world are fasting and
breaking the fast at the same time.
Partaking in the month of Ramadan gave me a completely different perspective on
homeless and those that starve daily. I felt more compassion, and now I am eager
to help them more than ever before, it made me realize what Islam is all
about. Peace, harmony and the betterment of its brothers and sisters whether
they are Non-Muslim or Muslim. Prior to the end of Ramadan, actually the 27th
night I said the Shahadah, which is professing that there in no God but Allah
(God) and they are no other deities to be worshipped. It was quick and simple
process, which I did at Nural-Islam mosque at Sterling road. In then presence of
a few IMAN members, the club that I am now a member of. It totally change my
life by converting to Islam, it has enlightened me on what the truth is as
compared to what I had perceived in my ignorance. Now as a Muslim I shall try to
live my life along the path toward righteousness and piety.
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